This year should be a tough year for me.
How can I describe like this?
Life gets tough as time fly.
This year or next year i will marry more likely next year. but thing will never comes as expected. 2019 I have done nothing especially in my own career which is so disappointing.
last two years ,I have nothing to brag about and felt quite upset. i don't know how to put it but this feeling is so real and never disappear.
In 2020 everything will be better fight for it.